sad

hahaha wat a funny birthday will i have?
tomorrow... haha i dont think it will be a happy bday i have ever had in my life..
ok maybe ppl will think i am foolish and stupid to cancel it... wat to do?
just 4 ppl...not even meaningful for me
i have did those things... but my bday is just a pile of shit!haha maybe just i was too rediculos for it... or emotional... but...
i have make the decission to cancel it... so it's not all of you all's fault... all is just me
i hate 28dec ever...
hahaha
yesterday was shirota's bday..happy birthday to my shirota huhu