~~~

hmm... another lame day have came...that is today...
haiz... at last i finished my Agenda T_T...
hmm..... today i used a rice cooker to cook my Maggie ^^ whee~~so syok ...
but...not that nice la of coz... i prefer cooking it with the GAS~~~

hmm...so lulu did told me the right thing about me... i do care what people said.. hmm maybe i should not care what people say about me and just be myself~~my very own self who is

~Quite
~lame
~baka
~cruel
~fan
~8
~38
~boring

hehe hoho

hmm...so yesterday...haiz...so sad...I was been told by a person that my IQ was 20!!20!!OMG
so hurt T_T..but anyway i knew that my IQ was 150++^^haha...and...i talked to the person kinda emotional and rude..haha...cause that tat time i was totally bust off T_T

anyway today LULU,THONG and TING came to my house ^^ haha..kinda fun and happy since i didnt see ting and thong quite for a while^^. so it's a reunion for three of us...HMMM for LULU..haiz i see her everyday in college nia... hmmmm...

haha and thong left my house around 9.50pm ^^keke we watched ANIMATION together ^^ whee~~and she followed me and my aunts for dinner since my papa and mama is not at home ...and my beloved sis in sabah T_T

she said that she will be lonely and alone there T_T i love u. i know what u feel , but at least i am in a better condition thn u, so i have no right to grumble so much T_T

alone

i am alone... always alone.....
私は一人。。。

....

suquan and suli^^



i really miss those times when i am with you^^ i know soon you will be back^^
haiz, just get a called from my sister, she said that the hostel damn sucks. haiz
what la those people! hope my sister will get a better condition room and be in a same room with some japanese?chinese?koreans?hahaa

Am I That Dumb?Although my English And Chinese are bad.. but... haiz....
sometimes my emotion is unpredictable .... but i am changing....

I hate you but i love you~~

byebye~~

this morning,you have leave me...you went to sabah.. and before i went out to wait for bus,my sister and I hug each other, but what had happened was, i started to cry... i cant hold the pressure of sadness anymore, and my tears flowed out....both of us cried. haiz.
i really dont want to let go of my sister, but... i miss you so much.
every time i am alone, i have nothing to do, i will think of you, and my tears starting to flow down.. but at lulu's car, i cant hold my emotional feelings, and my tears drop down slowly...
but i hold it.i know,
when i am in college, i cant show those sad , moody and miserable look to my friends.
and i have to be like..haha nothing happened ..
but after class, i reached home, i saw my sister's bed. and i start to cry again..

I really miss you, i want to see you again soon.
we have never separate for so long..but this time..
Today grandma and me are going to be at home all alone.. without you and my parents who were in sabah with my sister.

although some of you might think that, haha your sister not at home , you can use the pC when ever you want, no one will snatch the computer from you!
but i rather my sister is with me, she use the pc, and i wait for my papa to come back at night to use his lappie....

and i am not that kind of strong and cheerful people.. i am just a ordinary girl who cries easily

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU SIS!

goodbye

Tomorrow you gonna leave me alone in our house and our room
I will be lonely... as bad as shit as last time how I used to be...
What should I do without you?How can i pass my day without you?
I will be lonely from now on.... I will miss you...
No one will know what i think about now...
but sometimes you also wont know what i am thinking about, no one knows ....


Please take care of yourself when you are at Sabah.
Be happy and stay healthy, and also miss me everyday every time. except you are studying .
All The Best To You, And Good Luck! MY SISTER! MUAKS!
You Are My Best Sister And Best Friend!

EDIT~~~~

hehe these are the things i bought today^^ huhu~~ anyway my skin care have finished . so now i try a more affordable skin care, but anyway it's from Japan too^^
Japan's Things Are The Best!
hehe and also a small pumice foot scrub form Body Shop ^^whee~~~~
and also also, a wax from sexy girl also a japan brand^^ whee~~
the smell smells good^^
hehe..unlike the old one...so nasty la the smell~~like i few days didnt wash hair like that. so better change one wax, since my hair still so short, have to be style a bit ma...but anyway, i dun know how to style my hair nicely... it's still looks T_T

SANA skin care(moisturizer)

Sexy Girl's Wax

the foot scrub

moody

moody~~~dont know what happen to me today... i feel moody...
no mood~~~ very sad~~~ but why i will feel that?

u are no longer in my mind ^^keke^^ good job ong ong^^

EMO!

OMG i gonna EMO again..pls dun read my post, if u dun like people who are emotional

hmm.. dont know why, i dont like myslef, but some points i do like myself ^^ haiz..anyway, 1000% those things will not happen to me.can call me MRS.suquan only haha

haiz

haiz that will be 5 more days to go.. to the day we separate..in my life.... this is the first time we will separate for 3 years!

it will be a hard time for me~~ but anyway wish u all the best in U, too bad i cant go to the airport with u! but in my heart u are my best sis in the world!

GOOD BYE MY LOVE~~~~MUST ALWAYS KEEP IN TOUCH AND VIEW MY BEAUTIFUL ~ INTERESTING BLOG YEA!!!

happy day

hehe i went to mid valley today with my sis... but my stomach pain cause by the stupid XXXXXX
haiz, but anyway, i have a great time also. hmmmmm........... my sis bought a nike sandals ^^ same pattern and colour with me ne! haha and i bought haruma's Iteon Green tea, although the packaging looks different as his. but, it still the same flavour la~~ AND my beloved sis bought me one Body Shop's lip balm ^^ and of coz it's a STRAWBERRY FLAVOUR! ICHIGO!!! my favorite ... * all be cause of kusano ^^"*
i spend a lot also today @_@ i am totally broke! broke! haiz... please god...drop some money for me...

haha and today lulu ...erm her new name is *hweidelicious...OMG SWT* ... she called me^^ and we chat chat chat. and suddenly say smtg about me..
she said that i have changed since she met me on FORM3 till now...

as what lulu said that i...
FORM 3
is a good girl

thn FORM 5
hmm. i changed.. and start to be a bit JIN... haha and she said that my target is wai ling^^"

thn NOW!
even and totally different from last time's suquan T_T...
and i am more lame , jin .... haha and she said that my target is CW*dun think to the wrong side pls~lulu~*... haha lolz... but not just saying cruel things to him.. and also other ppl^^

why i become so bad..because of.. LULU, ZOO haha hmm and also bad chuen haha...
so i cant be to diam right?!haha..just kidding ..

i am going to be emotional again......
so u can choose not to see it...

hmm... through my spelling and words that i use... my english is bad right?can u believe my english managed to get an A1 haha.......funny......
i am just so stupid~compare to many people~

JUST IGNORE THAT UGLY SHIRT... and BACKGROUND~~ and enjoy the SNACKS^^


ITEON Green Tea! *omg my haruma*

pocky ^^ strawberry flavour~~~ that cause me a boom

cruncky~~ pocky~~ also cause me a BOOM


OMG and~~~

da da da dang



my sis gave me this lip balm ! she bought it for me^^ before going to sabah^^

ugly hands T_T

hehe

hehe my blog updated lo~~~ hahaha~~IN le~~~
hmm today business communication class was so so~~ but manage to talk and discuss a little bit with my new friends~ but elisha was sick today, so she did not join the presentation

haha and today was a MIRACLE!!~~~ wc did not say anything wor~just sit there~

LULU, ZOO, evonne and ong su(me), we went back to TP today~~ i am a ex TP~IAN~~ haha
but was boring la~~~ haiz~~and my was hungry until no feeling one~~ haha
thn we have our late lunch at MCD~~ whee~~ haha and chat many things,
and saw jessica and rizatul( our old classmate also tp~ian)
hmmm jessica looks totally different from her old look le

OMG and super junior is in the competition among BIG BANG, SNSD,and wonder girls see who get number 1,
and if sj get number1 they might be coming to GENTING!!!! MALAYSIA!!!VOTE FOR THEM
i want to see my husband kangin,kyuhyun,ryeowook,donghae^^ haha omg i hope i can see them!all 13 of them ~~~
BUT i hope my sister will make it , if they really come T_T

sad countdown
7 days to go
my sister will be leaving me T_T 悲しいね!

omg2

hnmmmm, so my sister will be leaving me, leaving kon family T_T on friday T_T
hmmm i want to follow my parents to sabah with my sister, but first of all the flight ticket are damn expensive.. y... y... and second, i have class on friday! i have to sepnd my time with my sister on Wednesday! we will be going to mid valley^^ lol although it's kinda boring at mid valley! but. i will still go FOR MY SISTER! FOR MY STOMACH!^^

hmm.. zoo got hearing problem? OMG y i dun know...wat kind of friend is me?! shit
i am not a gd friend... i am nuts...

haiz.... hmm so today General Language Training's class was so so la, but i get to amek one new friend that stay in Klang.. but i didnt ask for her NAME! lol

isucks

omg w...i. added my new acc^^ haha..
but i will forget him no matter wat!

omg

hehe i realize me and zoo like to say SHIT!
haha anyway omg is, i am going for the korea camp with my friend: lulu and ting fang^^
so i wont be updating my blog until sunday or saturday^^ wait for me yea my friends!
haha i hope i get to see W...I. there^^ omg full of happiness~~whee~~

HMM THE PLAN WAS CANCELED =.=LOL

but cloud sure pissed off beacuse me and zoo flied cloud's aeroplane! but papa dont let me go for the training with her, and said me..... haiz
sorry cloud, sorry!

tmr is a new day

hmm, tomorrow's class, i will be bored again!
do u believe that?
hmm, so me, cloud and zoo is going for a training?
so i gonna work on weekends... haiz...nvm, money is important
hehe

IMISSTHONG!

so these few days i dindt think about him anymore. so it's a good start!
sooner and later i will forget him, and i will bravely type out his name, anyway he wont look at my blog also, so it's safe to say out^^
his name's first letter is W.....

hmm and as what my friend said yesterday, i can never tell whether i am still alive tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!and actually many things that i want to do, but i dont have the courage to do it.. so...

my sis

OMG my sis is going to sabah! she has been approved by UMS a, if i am not mistaken, haiz, be beloved sister is going to leave me and my family at KL, i gonna miss her!

no one will chit chat with me when i am on bed trying to sleep,
no one gonna tell me stories from the manga,
no one gonna go out shopping with me,
no one gonna sleep with me in the double decker bed *i am above she is below* haha
no one gonna listen to my secret
no one gonna argue with me
no one gonna watch super junior with me*anyway its seldom already*
no one gonna eat japanese food with me when i got money
no one gonna use the pc, and i got my free time to use it, but i am not used to it
haiz

until my sister get to come back, maybe during semester break..haiz

haiz...but i also feel proud of my 101's sister get to enter UNIVERSITY! haiz.

IWILLMISSYOU!

everything is over

hmm. so yesterday was a very unhappy incident that happen between me and a buyer.
so.. my friend ling hwei, xue ying, shih fen and xue er recieve those bad things about me
and i have done nothing wrong!..
but i am happy that they BELIEVED ME!
and like what my sister said, if they r my true friend, they will believe me, so they did^^
i am very happy^^ and glad that i have these friends^^ my true friends! my 友だち ^^
hehe
I LOVE ALL OF U NE!

but sad things is... i feel miserable with my class. but i love DIBA... i really hope that my friends are with me!

my life is ntg

hmm.. and 28th of december is a important date to me every year, but this year seems to be more important.... but every year, my friends beside me were LITTLE, and many couldnt make it... but this year i hope it will not be like that T_T.. but i know that's impossible...right?!the people tat i wish they will be with me on that day are:ciu, cloud, lulu, thong, yin, leon,bad chuen, zoo, stephy, shih fen, xueer T_T but i know it's impossible because end of the year everyone sure will.....

hmm.... my social life is nothing when i am in the college during my class

hmmm... my social life is something when i am with
~ my old friends during the gathering
~ lulu, zoo, shih fen, stephy, xueer and connie in college
~ my family


so yesterday i get to chat with ciu, yin and thn later thong join in the chatroom
haha and yin said that i am childish thn follow by ciu ~.~
ALTHOUGH i am childish thn them
BUT LULU is more childish thn me ^^
haha.

27^^27^^ i can see the baka thong already^^ long time no see ^^


伊藤園 ITOEN Green Tea ~Ooi Ocha~









伊藤園 ITOEN Green Tea ~Ooi ocha~ CM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFARw1Ofm7s


haha everyone in malaysia got to buy this ^^ it's sure taste good^^ because of haruma^^
it can be buy at The Garden's Mid Valley LG floor^^


私は悲しい
私は孤独な
私は怒って

emo

i am nobody siting in a nobody's island
floating around without any directions

my life is nothing but a pail of dust
floating around on the sky
follow the wind's blow
and not knowing my own direction's to go

haha so my date is on the 27^^ hehe
my dad's laptop sot liao. so sad.. wat should i do at home?no story book also ,haiz

haha so WC get a further step to zoo yesterday!^^wat a amazing step,
hmm, so the drama of love gonna start soon?^^

hmm the way i talk can easily hurt someone's feeling? sorry to those who i have hurt ur feelings, especially to a person yesterday, haha dont know why my mind got problem yesterday, saying things that hurts you^^ but u wont be so mind one right? i will try to change^^ but dont know whether i am able to or not^^

btw, i have to start talking with my new friends right?and does who i dont know in this sem's class.. but! my mind does not have anything to talk to them! what should i do?!

hmmm i guess maybe there were people who dislike me in my class right? i was wondering do elisha they all dislike me? hmm.......

haiz, i wish that on the next semester, i would able to be in the same class with DIA / DIHM so that i get to talk to lulu, zoo and connie,

at least there were something that i can talk with connie^^ she is a friendly girl and funny girl^^ happy that i meet a new friend like her^V^

......

HEY if anyone of you visit my blog, i will welcome you. but if you want to say something bad about me i wont stop you. and i also never say that i am pretty, and i admit that i am UGLY! so what non of your business la! UGLY PPL cant survive in this world isit?
then all over the world, the ugly people suuld get lost and go and die la?


haiz, Harry Potter book in chinese , and many words i dont know how to read it T_T!at first i can understand what it said, but now i dont know what it means when i read more and more pages.

when for a gathering on thursday with: lulu, ciu, cloud, yin, leon, zoo, bad chuen, yean ling, sw and cm. hehe . although i did not eat much, but i feel bloated. but when i want to sleep i feel hungry.. lolz

haiz, now i strat to talk with Elisha, but not much to say
and many people said that i am shy,but i will try to change myself.. sooner or later. ^^

haiz, thong said that she want to date with me but fly my aeroplane so high! so sad. no heart thong.

my husband's white face 毁容already T_T by dont know what kind of black oil T_T just bought it la

regret

sadness feel through my brain my emotion rise high and high
i should not see his profile and his pic
and i saw ~~ maybe is his gf
but oh watever..but i...
haiz
but.. i will try to forget u ONE day ONE day
but now i still have this words in my heart that i want to tell u since 5 years ago!but no courage to do so
ANATA GA SKI!
but u wont ski me
so sad
i am one side in a empty road

OMG

haiz.. today happened many bad things T_T
today was my first class in college.. wor so many people studying DIBA man
haiz
i miss those ppl in april intake...
and today.. T_T
me and stephy trapped inside the stupid casa's lift! damn scary!
and we pressed the alarm and emergency call so many times. so late only reply us, yet we cant hear wat they are talking about!
and stephy called his father, i saw her cried, make me scare more, T_T but luckily we managed to get out^^
and today zoo bang her car on the wall, but i think also my fault cause i didnt help to see behind there, yet i am sitting behind!

hehe

OMG Tuesday is coming~~~school reopen soon~~~
today i watched Music Station, and Utada Hikaru's Prisoner Of Love ^^ i love this song
and i love her hair style too^^ i want her hair style ne
but i know i cant get this hair style T_T

~I am the one who been thrown to the huge and lonely sea~floating alone~always~


Utada Hikaru's Prisoner Of Love (quite version)

life is~~~~

haha.... i have PASS my undang.. and went through the 6hours absolute boring teory haha
and many things have been circulate in my mind about many things some happy so sad

haiz i have lost the necklace that my mum gave me! haiz.. i make her cry and sad..i am a bad girl
no heart girl

haiz.... and i ask lh to get the ... memento for me from my fren but her bro did not buy the memento so sad... and she ask me to forget him and dislike him LOL
lulu u wait.. i noe i sure can do this

haha my friend zoo negara strat driving to college today. and lh said that she is very COOL when she drive^^ lol cant wait to sit her car^^

damn boring at home, without my father laptop at home.. life is miserable !!!!!!!!!

~.~

OMG my leg my leg my leg!!! T_T
what happen, it was swollen, dark, itchy, red, smtg like white color, OMG
when will it recover T_T i cant wear short pants when i go out, T_T hope it will recover asap beofre my college life starts again!

OMG malaysian studies result gonna OUT soon!! OMG can face the truth. hope i get C and above... so that i will be able to get my ptptn loan... hope so...but my essay is like a PILE OF SHIT.... haiz..and many mistakes.. how....

oh, i want to see some japan drama call Princess Atsu, My little chef and others. but dont know when i have time...

today i went to collect my RMK community card.. ceh but... haiz.. if they have gave us this card first, we might have quite a lot of stamps.. but... nvm, it's past...