byebye~~

this morning,you have leave me...you went to sabah.. and before i went out to wait for bus,my sister and I hug each other, but what had happened was, i started to cry... i cant hold the pressure of sadness anymore, and my tears flowed out....both of us cried. haiz.
i really dont want to let go of my sister, but... i miss you so much.
every time i am alone, i have nothing to do, i will think of you, and my tears starting to flow down.. but at lulu's car, i cant hold my emotional feelings, and my tears drop down slowly...
but i hold it.i know,
when i am in college, i cant show those sad , moody and miserable look to my friends.
and i have to be like..haha nothing happened ..
but after class, i reached home, i saw my sister's bed. and i start to cry again..

I really miss you, i want to see you again soon.
we have never separate for so long..but this time..
Today grandma and me are going to be at home all alone.. without you and my parents who were in sabah with my sister.

although some of you might think that, haha your sister not at home , you can use the pC when ever you want, no one will snatch the computer from you!
but i rather my sister is with me, she use the pc, and i wait for my papa to come back at night to use his lappie....

and i am not that kind of strong and cheerful people.. i am just a ordinary girl who cries easily

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU SIS!