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today, me jeung gong pass away..
watching my dad cry when he is brushing his teeth, after listening the phone call,at the ceremony and back from the ceremony ..it makes me feel sad.
and my jeung gong.....the last time i saw him was last year, but if i am not mistaken, last year's hari raya i did not saw him...

生离死别是一种很痛苦的经验，我不想再有这种经验了。。。。但是时不可能的事吧。。